Second Defeat....

I have to give up (even though I don't wanna give up....)

It's the problem of timing, I know
I feel frustrated, but not angry
There's nothing wrong indeed

Actually, I've said something very strange
Please forgive me girl

Finally, thanks for bringing me joy
I won't forget you until the end of my life, S.
(Hopefully you will not see this passage XDDDDD)

You Could See My Heart Is True

I Do Love You....Could You Please Give Me A Chance?

I'm not joking, I miss you so much
I'd like to see you, don't you know?

Please give me a chance to tell my feelings
I want you to know that I do care you....

You mean everything to me....

p.s.
I've finished recording the song that I wrote to you
I hope you will like it

Unhappy Xmas....

I'm writing for your smile....

今天沒有外出
在家中吽....

it's an unhappy Christmas for me, but not for you....

I'm now writing a song for you
maybe it doesn't mean a thing to you
but it's what I can do for you
I can only give you joy, and save you from storm
that's all

Lithium

I'm so happy, cause today I found my friends
They're in my head, I'm so ugly
But that's OK cause so are you
We've broke our mirrors, sunday morning
Iis everyday for all I care
And I'm not scared, light my candles
In a daze cause I've found god

Yeah...

I'm so lonely and that's OK
I shaved my head
And I'm not sad and just maybe
I'm to blame for all I've heard
And I'm not sure, I'm so excited
I can't wait to meet you there
And I don't care I'm so horny
But that's OK, my will is good

Yeah...

I like it I'm not gonna crack
I miss you I'm not gonna crack
I love you I'm not gonna crack
I killed you I'm not gonna crack

Guy With Bad Luck

King Kong

今晚獨個兒去看King Kong, 不錯
甚麼不錯? 感覺不錯, 戲也不錯

特技做的很迫真, 角色也演得不錯
我覺得這套戲值80分

p.s.
估不到原來Carl是由Jack Black(School of Rock男主角)飾演的~~

p.p.s.
Christmas的簡寫是Xmas, 不是X'mas

I Don't Wanna Know

You want me insane, aren't you?!

I do love you, indeed.

When you needed a hand, I tried my best to help you
When you're hopeless and frightened, I'd gave you my wishes
I just want you happy, don't you know?

Although it means nothing to you, it means a lot to me
Well, I just want you happy, I just want you smile
I can suffer all the pain and miseries if it helps rejoicing you

Please forgive my weakness and shyness....
I hope you will find your true love, and good luck

With Love,
Ron

You're The Source Of My Misery

I Miss You So....

人生充滿著無奈.... orz!!!

我不是一個大想頭, 要求高的人
我渴求的很簡單, 為什麼不能給我?!

What Have I Done Today??

今早回去查Comp252的卷, 無甚特別

之後去了尖沙咀通利
試了"很多"支Fender(只差Fender的Bass Guitar沒試XDD)
還試了VOX的ToneLab SE, 真的不錯!!
有錢我都想買($2,900....@@")

見到一隻叫"Brian May"的結他(Briay May何時變了牌子?!)
形狀是Brian May用開的模樣(當然Configuration不同)
忍不住試了一試
手感不錯, 音質一般, 價位....$5,6XX 還可以啦
它有三個Phase Switchs, 用來選擇Pickups的特性
整體不錯, 但是made in korea就差一點了....
還有音質較薄, 高音又不及Fender的....

之後去了找Jazz的書, 結果買了一本~~















Jazz Improvisation for Guitar - A Melodic Approach
作者為Berklee College of Music的教授Garrison Fewell, 由Berklee Press 出版
我找了很多本, 覺得這一本講的東西最多, 最清晰, 所以才揀這本
價錢 $212, 有9折, $190不是太貴哩~~

p.s.
人家只是當有求於你才找你
你還不明白?!
你真是死白痴....

應該說, 我真是一個死白痴....
我應該要放棄, 因為我真的很無奈....

I Wish I Know....

A Man In A Mess....

今天考完試後去了拿iPod
原來是一部新的iPod~~@@"
真開心!!

p.s.
雖然只是拿回70%的分
但其實也算是不錯的了
Thanks so very much!!

p.p.s.
我的另一個blog(不是日記來的喲~~)
http://spaces.msn.com/members/ronelmo

裡面會有一些文章, 相片等等的
有興趣的朋友可以去看看哦~~

A Gorilla Is Masturbating....

Play Dick Ape...

Dammit!!

Reborn!!

Thanks So Very Much!!

我感覺到一切都返來了!!
我知道我一定不會輸!!

It Kills Me

Really Down

雖然很灰, 但是我沒有放棄

p.s.
http://spaces.msn.com/members/ronelmo/
this is not a diary, but a blog.
check it out!

Give Up....

Sigh....

不想講太多....

btw, 原來msn的畫畫function時很有趣滴~~

Annoying....

Damn Thursday!!

如果証明了沒有"抄功課"
為什麼還要扣我們分?!
你叫我如何向我的partners交代?!
他們是無辜的!!

我真的很無奈....究竟我做錯了些什麼?!

I miss you, but I don't wanna bother you, indeed....

No Matter What

It was the best of times. It was the worst of times.

很矛盾....人就是這樣....
可能是我想太多了....

根本是我想多了....sigh....
我已經盡量叫自己不要想....
但....現在我很亂....

anyway, 多謝....

Please, Don't Fool Me....

What Am I Frightening For??

不要再玩我了, 好嘛?!
不要給我希望之後又令我失望, 好嘛??
我好辛苦....知嘛??

Democracy?? Freedom Of Speech??

淇哥給我看他"其中"一個日記的留言
我真的覺得很無奈....

香港是有言論自由的
人們的言論應該受到尊重
就算別人持的是不同的意見
我們也應該包容
但我在那個網頁中看不到"包容"
只看到"一言堂", "家長式" 的思想
老實說, 這就是中國不能強大的原因....

我們不是要反中國, 而是要反共產黨
我愛中國, 但我不愛共產黨!!

The Last Entry

有一個問題:
究竟妳是不是只會在有困難時才會想起我??
其他的時候, 我只是一個無關重要的人??

我想了好久, 但都找不到答案....
我當然希望不是, 但如果答案是"肯定"
我也沒什麼可說....

Cold Shot!!

Could You Please Help Me To Find My Soul??

淇哥真開心
最近結交了一個女孩子
而且很快便"到手"了....(well, just a joke XPP)
真的服了淇哥....

近來想作一些demo
想試新的東西(尤其是jazz/fusion)
反正都沒有用過guitar synthesizer來錄東西
遲些考試完了有時間一定要試試~~^^"

其實我一直都希望寫一個結他教學的網
但是一直沒時間....哈哈(藉口XDDDD)

今晚再來一首歌

I'd have given you all of my heart
But there's someone who's torn it apart
And she's taken just all that I had
But if you want I'll try to love again
Baby I'll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know the first cut is the deepest
But when it come to being lucky she's cursed
When it come to loving me she's the worst

I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
And I'm sure going to give you a try
And if you want I'll try to love again
Baby I'll try to love again but I know....

(The First Cut Is The Deepest - Rod Stewart)

p.s.
我真的很老餅, 竟然聽Rod Stewart XDDDD
(還有Pat Metheny, Pat Martino, SRV....)

I Surrender....

From Despair To Where

絕望....

今天去了遊行, 之後和朋友去買東西, 吃飯....

回家之後, 想send sms....竟然寫不出東西...
到寫好了, 又不敢send....
之後, 更灰....

問朋友關於"她是否有男朋友", 得來的答案是 "有掛"
當時真的灰得想死....真的灰死....

福無重至, 禍不單行....上天真的玩得我透了....
給我希望, 又令我失望....
今天, 我真的很懷疑當初是否揀錯了....

我真的好失敗....

You Make Me Crazy!!!

這幾天發生了很多事情....
我好無奈....

p.s.
今晚多謝兩位好朋友 - 卡達和志偉
沒有他們, 我可能會崩潰....

我真的好辛苦....

Damn Fool!!

I'm a stupid guy!!

近來"怒聽"的一首歌

Come What May - Air Supply

When she looks at me
I know the girl sees things nobody else can see
All of the secret fears inside, and all of the craziness I hide
She looks into my soul and reads me like nobody can
And she doesn't judge the man, she just takes me as I am

Come what may, she believes, and that faith is something I've never known before
Come what may, she loves me, and that love has helped me open a door
Making me love myself a little more

When I turn away
She knows those are the times there's nothing she can say
Nothing that anyone can do and so she lets me live it through
And when I'm in my darkest hours of uncertainty
She just simply lets me be and goes right on loving me

(Chorus)

And when it seems my dreams have all slipped through my fingers
When they just can't be found, I turn around and there they are
Shining in her eyes

Come what may, she believes, and that faith is something I've never known before
Come what may, she loves me, and that love has helped me open a door
Making me love myself a little more....

p.s.
又喝了兩支啤酒....
勉強做完了功課....
沒有心情....心情爛得很....
世事就是這樣....fucking shit!!