1/31/2006

I Belong To Nowhere

Back To The Basic

今年好倒霉
年廿七晚發燒, 然後一直病到年初二
所以根本感受不到新年的氣氛
但是反正每年的新年都是一樣的
所以也沒所謂了
只要身體健康就行了

陪伴我渡過新年的(其實新年前我已經把它看完了:P)
是一本名字叫"海邊的卡夫卡"的小說
這本也是村上春樹的小說
但是它的風格和"挪威的森林"大大不同

故事的主角是一個十五歲的少年- 名字叫田村卡夫卡
他因為想要擺脫父親的預言 (也可說是詛咒) 毅然離家出走
去到一個他認為別人找不到的地方

故事由兩條支線組成:
單數章節是講述主角的事, 雙數章節是講述另一件事
一個可以和貓對話的老人
因為被鄰人委託尋找一隻貓
而被牽涉到主角的事裡面
起初看來好像沒有任何關係
其實當中是有微妙的連帶關係

這並不是一本愛情小說
反而是一本很奇怪的書
很多東西到最後都沒有答案
而且很多抽象的東西
彷彿整部書都充滿預言

當然, 這部書也有一些H的描述
但沒有"挪威的森林"那麼多
反而卻有一些血腥的場面
這是意想不到的

這書比"挪威的森林"要長得多
而且複雜得多
如果問我這書是否值得一看
我會答: "如果你捨得花時間在這本書上的話"
因為有很多地方其實頗費解
需要重複看幾遍才能理解
對於"快餐"愛好者就不大合適了

btw, 主角父親的詛咒究竟是什麼?
"有一天你會親手殺死你的父親, 然後和你的母親和姊姊交合"
奇怪嘛?

p.s.
新年新氣象
祝大家: "狗年衣食足, 開心好幸福"

1/17/2006

Norwegian Wood

How can we be lovers if we can't be friends?

今天終於看完了"挪威的森林"....
用了一個上午+一個晚上看小說(training的時候看小說....XP)

我覺得這是一本值得一看的小說
它不是一本普通的愛情小說
而是一部言之有物的書
雖然有不少色情成份
但又不會令人覺得是H故事

有些人會覺得主角(渡邊)最後不能和女主角(直子)在一起很可惜
但我本人覺得阿綠比較適合渡邊
因為直子根本沒有喜歡過渡邊
她只當渡邊是一個水泡
雖然村上春樹把直子寫得非常漂亮
但是她根本不是渡邊的, 她是木月(渡邊的好朋友)的
雖然渡邊愛直子, 但她不愛他
這對渡邊很不公平嘛....(雖然直子有精神病, 而且渡邊也有"得益"....)

總的而言, "挪威的森林"是一本不錯的小說
但有些地方略嫌交代不清楚
不過都是值得一看的~

1/15/2006

Tired....

I Need To Sleep

這兩天都沒好好的睡了....很累....

p.s.
近來正在看一本小說: 挪威的森林
感覺蠻不錯的~
等我看完之後再寫一個感想post上來~~^^"

1/13/2006

I Don't Want To Miss A Thing

I Hate Myself....

I don't believe it 是我放棄了妳
只為了一個沒有理由的決定
以為這次我可以 承受妳離我而去
不必讓妳傷心卻刺痛自己

一個人走在傍晚七點的台北 city
等著心痛就像黑夜一樣的來臨
I hate myself 又整夜追逐夢中的妳
而明天只剩哭泣的心

怎麼才能讓我告訴妳 我不願意
教彼此都在孤獨裏忍住傷心
我又怎麼告訴妳 我還愛妳
是我自己錯誤的決定



這幾天, 我想了好多東西
原來我真的好後悔....

1/12/2006

Are You Alrite?

I'm OKay, & Not A Psycho!!

You get a shiver in the dark, it's been raining in the park but meantime
South of the river you stop and you hold everything
A band is blowing Dixie double four time
You feel all right when you hear that music ring
And now you step inside but you don't see too many faces
Coming in out of the rain to hear the jazz go down
Too much competition too many other places
But not too many horns can blowing that sound
Way on downsouth way on downsouth London town

You check out Guitar George he knows all the chords
Mind he's strictly rhythm he doesn't want to make it cry or sing
Is there an old guitar is all he can afford
When he gets up under the lights to play his thing
And Harry doesn't mind if he doesn't make the scene
He's got a daytime job he's doing alright
He can play honky tonk just like anything
Saving it up for Friday night
With the Sultans with the Sultans of Swing

And a crowd of young boys they're fooling around in the corner
Drunk and dressed in their best brown baggies and their platform soles
They don't give a damn about any trumpet playing band
It ain't what they call rock and roll
And the Sultans, yeah the Sultans played Creole

And then the man he steps right up to the microphone
And says at last just as the time bell rings
"Thank you goodnight now it's time to go home"
And he makes it fast with one more thing
"We are the Sultans of Swing"

(Sultans Of Swing - Dire Straits)

1/05/2006

Untitled Article

Everything is gone, but....

我曾用心的來愛著你
為何不見你對我用真情
無數次在夢中與你相遇
驚醒之後你到底在那裡

不管時光如何被錯過
如果這一走你是否會想起我
這種感覺往後日子不再
有別讓這份情換成空

你總是如此如此如此的冷漠
我卻是多麼多麼多麼的寂寞
事隔多年 你我各分東西
我會永遠把你留在生命裡




當我到這首歌的時候, 我呆了....

1/04/2006

If you try, then you might get your happy endings....

Tomorrow Is Another Day

人生充滿著巧合
也好像冥冥之中有主宰

如果你不曾遇見她
可能你不會喜歡她
可能你不會和她一起
可能....有千萬種可能性

沒有人會知道明天會發生什麼事
所以, 珍惜今天, 把握今天

Happy Endings

其實我真的很戇居
說什麼放棄?! 根本沒努力過
一切都是因為我自卑

幸好, 朋友們都叫我不要放棄
如果沒有他們, 可能我真的會後悔

今晚聽得最多的一首歌 - Happy Endings
這首歌很romantic, 由第一次聽就很喜歡....

And I know no-one can ever know which way to head
Don't you remember that you once said that you liked happy endings, happy endings?
And no-one can ever know if it's gonna work
And if you try, you try, maybe might get your happy ending
Your ending no-one think that you deserve
Oh no-one can ever know which way to head
But don't you remember that you once said that you liked happy endings ?

我喜歡happy endings....
就因為我不想要bad endings, 怕失敗
根本沒有試過, 說什麼放棄?!
機會是是自己爭取的
我不會放棄!!

1/02/2006

Déjà Vu

I'm Really Fucking Poor

Happy New Year To Everyone!!

估不到連多年沒聯絡的朋友都send了sms給我
多謝!!

2005年對我來說簡直是"From Heaven To Hell"
上半年我覺得是蠻好的
但一到七月就仆街了
直到最後一日....

跟自己說: "不要再失敗了, Okay??"
但願如此

p.s.
My life is brilliant, my love is pure
I saw an angel of that I'm sure
She smiled at me on the subway, she was with another man
But I won't lose no sleep on that 'cause I've got a plan

You're beautiful, you're beautiful
You're beautiful, it's true
I saw your face in a crowded place
And I don't know what to do
'Cause I'll never be with you

Yeah, she caught my eye as we walked on by
She could see from my face that I was fucking high
And I don't think that I'll see her again
But we shared a moment that will last till the end

You're beautiful, you're beautiful
You're beautiful, it's true
There must be an angel with a smile on her face
When she thought up that I should be with you
But it's time to face the truth
I will never be with you

(James Blunt - You're Beautiful)

這首歌真的很touch, 而且很易彈
不過很明顯, 如果你想追一個女孩子
你不會跟她說 "I'll never be with you" 吧 XDDDD

我最喜歡以下這四句:
She caught my eye as we walked on by
She could see from my face that I was fucking high

And I don't think that I'll see her again
But we shared a moment that will last till the end

p.p.s.
Déjà Vu意思是"似曾相識的感覺"
我想每人也會有吧